God i feel so stressful this days.... finding a job is not as easy as i think it is. The world is getting to competitive this days, that it's so hard to get a job you want. Plus it's very upsetting when you find out that once you finish your course, you can't get a job straight away. I guess that's when you say, that your not as bless as other people who gets a job once their done with their course.


I'm glad that i've completed what ever i was suppose to complete within this month. We practice hard for our performance, finding out that on that day itself that it was only for a small amount of audience. But ok, let's live that out... I guess the good side of it, is we got more people together and we also got to know the real colours of all this people. Conflict happens, misunderstanding happens.... things are bound to happen, when it involves to many people. But who am i to say all this... one advice i can say is just be responsible for your own words and actions.


I'm happy that i got to make new friends, and enjoy the friendship that has just blossom. What ever happen at that event was a real momento to me.... so i don't think i'll regret spending my time shaking my ass for something that i always had passion on. I gain friends in the mean time... so it was something uplifting.

Now, things are turning for the worse. It's drought season i would say... finding a career in this world is way harder than i think it is. I have to stand up tall and put my head up hight to get people to notice me. WHY!!!!!! huhuhuhuhu...... i just wish i could get a job that i truly love. I don't want to go to work and dreading staying in the office the whole day... it's too sickening for me.... I want to move around... But the problem is i'm still not capable in driving to town or KL or Selangor.... I think i should learn to be more brave driving on the road. In order for me to get a job that i want. Somebody help me...... *sob *sob.....